I.. love you.

To add on...

Haish, when i see your photos, my heart just ached again. Why? Someone tell me please. It really causes me pain that i can't hold you. I wanted to pick myself up. But when i see you, i went back to where i started again. I just can't forget you. You are the first girl in my life, that i really cherish. I just couldn't bear to let go of you. Is loving you deep, wrong? I don't mind the hurts you cause as long as i can hold you again, really. It's 5am currently. Another sleepless night without your existence.
Dear god, the only thing i ask from you, is to hold her when i'm not around..
I.. love you.